Juvenile

Running up 130 floors and down 130 floors is extremely freaking tired, this can make one pure tired and refrain from thinking unnecessary negative thoughts? lol, mayb im just being juvenile. Wanna to challenge
up to 520 floors, but due to the dark surrounding making me uncomfortable
and decided to stop after 260 up and down. Guess going to have hard time walking tomorrow,
worst if I persistence and continue finish 520, maybe cant even walk after that :)

Turning 20 in few weeks time, not really anticipate it, don't know why, not excited?
surprises like not surprise to me, all predictable, but still the effort counts a lot.

Not being myself this few days or weeks, temper somehow cant be control, get irritated easily, like to keep mute, had been dreaming bad and sucky stuff and unable to sleep after that, fuck it, haunt me in real life still not enough, interested to appear in my dream huh? Most probably is, I've been thinking too much? result in appearing in dreams too, hahah.

Goodnight to all
Signing off